Dilemma

Okay, now its MY turn pula to talk about my future XD I'm having a dilemma...a bit XD

I went to IMU last Saturday and went around asking questions...It'll take me around 10 years just to finish my doctorate degree! AND ONLY! TEN YEARS! T___T After 5 years of studying...I'd have to go for Housemanship at ANY general hospital around this whole country...T_T Who knows? I might end up at Sarawak =( I'd miss my family a lot and BRUNO TOOO!!! And my friends XD

And I have to go through Houeman ship for 2 years, rotating through every department! EVEN STINKING SUGERY! NOOOOO! T_T And I hope I dont end up in the labouring department....waking up in the middle of the night to help someone give birth. LOL Although seeing the baby would make me awfully happy, I still dont wanna go to surgery. I'd cry my eyeballs out if the person dies during the surgery! Oh yeah....and the labouring one..if the baby dies in the womb too =( See how many deaths could happen?


After that...it adds up to 7 years. The other 3? Well, this one I dont mind. I GET TO CHOOSE WHICH DEPARTMENT I WANT! 8D I have to be a medical officer for 3 years in any department I want. But you know...it gets a bit draggy...after 7 years...only I get to help what I want...somewhere around taking care of kids 8D



But then by the time I get my degree....I'd be 28 already =( Okay..guys skip this paragraph if you're a guy, really. This one you don't have to read =.= ..........I wanna get married before I turn 27-29 =.= I know. I know =( But I wanna get married before I turn to my thrities! T__T You understand right? I'd be busy like crazy before I can even ...well..date? or something =.= I dont know la.....but you know I wanna have kids too =( This is so sad. I really, really, really dont wanna end up with another doctor..because he'd be too busy to even care about the kids and also it'll break the kids heart =( And mine too HAHA XD




Okay skip skip that one. Anyway, I want a specialist degree and also it'll probably take another 1-2 years depending on what i want to specialise in =/ So only when I am 30 or 31, then I would be done with my studying.


So...I'm gonna ask you a favour say yes or no in my chatbox, whether it's worth 10 years of my life excluding my social life...if I have one =.= And I do wish I have to dedicate myself to this. And there's the money thing too.........350k for 5 years... And thats a lot =/