Three things which clashes so wonderfully

I have exam next week and haven't even started to study yet! AND STILL CANT T__T SEE HOW SAD IS THIS? And then cheer and sukan is right after exams ~_~

And then three days after Sukan, I have Piano Theory Exam Grade 5 =(


I haven't even master the test yet. I have yet to memorize 5-8 pages of terms and their meaning. I have yet started studying Bio, Physics, Chemistry, Add Maths, Maths, BM, BI, Sejarah, Moral, PJK ...etc etc. =(


I have to spend 3 hours or more in my piano school because my teacher (the principal) wants me to finish up 12 trial exams by TOMORROW which means I cant study yet. And today, I have spent until 4 at piano school. And now still doing the tests =/

And tomorrow, I have to spend maybe another 1-3 hours there again. I have to be there by 9! 9 o'clock in the morning! WARGH! T_T

please....please..

tell me that its here somewhere and that I cant see it because I'm blind. Damn it. It was in the pocket. How can it go poof without making a sound! T________T Say its in Michelle's dad's car..PLEASE? T^T

I wanna faint T__T

Someone, help me? T^T

All because

Everything started just because of a freaking NASI LEMAK.

What the heck...

And now, I am the dummy for you all to released your anger at. Do I have a sign that says " Dummy available" written all over my face? So, DO I?


Curse it.

Say it with me

" Yen Ling, you are such a jack ass "



And I really feel that I am that right now =/

Sudden change =.=

They never informed a lot of ppl today O_O Suddenly changing the time from 10 to 2!!!?!?! =.=


If students from far away came and takes them about 1 hour to reach there, I pity them. They'd have to either wait for 6 freaking hours or go back again which takes another 1 hour and then come back again before 2 =.=

Some more, people who takes the bus...lagi worse =/ They paid the bus driver for sending them and fetching them there already.....and then, have to pay EXTRA because later they again have to come back and go back home.

Came around 9.45 a.m. and found out from Shea Ying and Zhi Xuen that they changed the time =( And then later, Char Nie, Char Lie and Sook Yii came. Talked with some people in charged I think? And they were even confused with the time change too. So don't know la whats goign on. Anyway, we all went back home after that =(

Whyla they didn't inform yesterday at least! Too busy in work? =(

Tired out

I have tuition from Tuesday to Friday and on Tuesday's and Thursday's go to Cheryl's place until 8 come home. Wednesday and Friday pula have to rush to tuition *sigh* I aint complaining though..okay maybe I am XD But I hope I can adjust to this soon. It's all worth it in the end XD


I hope you can go on your trip. But then that guy doesn't let. Darn him. He doesn't go on trips, doesn't mean YOU have to not go too. Hate how sometimes we are tangled in this.


I'm sorry if you don't like this post. I had to say it anyway. I ain't being a drama queen if that's what you're thinking. Even you have problems sometimes in your life. And this is mine.

What!?!?! O_____O

I went to the dentist today and got an extremely uncomfortable scaling (where you get your teeth cleaned thoroughly and also polished...that's what the doctor did anyway LOL) I kept twitching every time that 'thing' (I dont know what it is LOL) was well..polishing (?) my teeth...Ughhh....@_@ It was a bit painful when it was touching my teeth gum...and it was rolling in high speed @_@

So I got bad news LOL I had a small cavity! WARGH! LOL and got my tooth filled ..another extremely uncomfortable thing to go through. If I were a kid, I'd have a phobia and called them aliens because of the light glaring at my mouth and the dentist and assistants wearing their masks LOL!


And the dentist said to brace my teeth =( And my dad maybe wants me to go through with it.....I don't mind the braces but....Couldn't they do it when I was in form 1 or 2 ? T__T If they were gonna do it anyway why not during that time? LOL but it isnt really long and it may stay for 1 year and a half or maybe shorter or longer XD So I'm hopping that it'll stay for only 1 year! 8D


Ahhh...and another bad thing happen =( DO. NOT. LAUGH. I mean it! SERIOUSLY! DONT LAUGH! I ain't gonna say it if you're laughing now... ready?....







































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A puppy peed at my pants........T_____T My neighbour's puppy (The one who follows me to school and back home with other than Xin Chien) peed at my pants when I carried it. ITS NOT FACE PROBLEM!















STOP LAUGHING! I KNOW YOU ARE! I HAVE EYES EVERYWHERE! LOL!


Well, auntie (neighbour's mom) warned my neighbour's younger brother to let Lulu pee first before giving her to me.... but yeah LOL By the way, Lulu's the name of the puppy whihc peed one me =.= LOL Well, after that I had to hurry home to wash my legs and change my pants because it was drenched LOL

But, when I came back she was happy to see me! And luckily I was pee-free XD

I hope nothing's gonna happen later on ...Don't jinx me! LOL

NO! NO! NO! T_T

THIS CAN"T BE HAPPENING! Okay, here's what happen T_T


Just now, I followed my parents to fetch my brother from Sean's house LOL And then after that, we went to the pet shop to buy Bruno's dog food.


When we reached there, there was a Beagle and also a Siberian husky! =3

VERY CUTE! =D

First I beg my mom to let me play with them...and she finally gave in! 8D

So, I played with the Beagle which was a female! VERY SWEEET! I've seen her so many times....no one wanna buy =( Because she's quite sickly and thin and her coat's not that shiny and nice....

BUT SHE'S SO SWEET!~! 8D

I carried her and she was so excited LOL She was practically bouncing around in my arms XD

After that, I played with the Siberian husky! Very nice and was a male...so VERY PLAYFUL

The fur was really soft and beautiful. Seriously XD The colour is very nice =3 And he kept biting my hands XD but he playing la so after bite he licks me and bite again LOL!


So my hand was full of his saliva LOL..Okay, a bit and his bite marks and also his scent LOL


When I came home, I thought of letting Bruno sniff it because normally he'll be excited about it. So my shirt when I carried the female Beagle is full of her scent and my hands are full of the Husky's scent. Bruno start sniffing happily....too happily LOL My shirt and was real happy LOL!

Then when he smell my hands... That's where the "NOOOOOOOOOOO!" comes in. HE WAS SCARED! AND HE JERKED AWAY FROM MEEEEEEEE! T______T

Everytime I came close to him his tail would be literally between his legs and his ears would be even more droopy..=(

NO! It's not because I abuse him! =.=

It's because of the Husky's scent! WAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHH!

NOW also he dont let me near him =.=

So later I have to take a bathe again to wash off part of the scent.......T_____T

You dont have to

read this post if you don't want you to. I never made you read this and I never black-mailed you if you did not. So, I'm telling you in advance that this post may make you think that I am stupid or a moron in a way.

















I repeat this again.



I NEVER MADE YOU READ THIS STINKING POST.

Thank you :)















































































































Today every single one of us were sick of it. Sick and fed up of some people; you may or may not know that the very person we're sick of is you, but you of all people should know very well.

That main thing is that we are really SICK OF IT.








And when I thought things couldn't get worse, it did.




And now I'm regretting that I went to him and talked to him. If I hadn't done that, he would have just went home with my relatives he wouldn't be in this state. If only I stopped him before he went out of the car.


If only I didn't even close that darn door.












But I'm grateful his finger didn't come off when it happend.











































I bet he hates me. And I don't blame him for that. I deserve it. I even hate myself now.






















I want to cry but I put on my mask as a cover.




I want to cry so badly but I'll make things worse.









































And when I did, this thought was killing me slowly and painfully






































If I slammed the door hardly, his whole thumb would be gone.